In the long run, my honesty is less valued than the lies that got me further.
I’m not a very religious person. Instead, I go by the saying, “My religion is kindness”.
It’s not that I don’t believe in God, just dubious of my beliefs that involve him.
I went to church with a few friends today, and to be honest, I felt really uninspired. I mean I go to church with my mom every Sunday, but it’s full of old people and still boring… but still!
Actually, I felt restricted, despite the sermon being about boundaries and all.
I looked at everybody who was lifted by the holy spirit, raising their hands to the Lord as they sang their hymns; I didn’t have the courage nor motivation to raise mines. The pastor (or whatever he was) even told us “No pressure” about raising our hands, yet I felt so much when everybody else around me did, to the point where I kind of felt overwhelmed actually.
Friends and boundaries
There are people who we have to keep boundaries from, that’s understandable. The way the pastor put it though, it came off as if we were to judge others if they could not commit to a Christian lifestyle as they did; I was reluctant about the sermon, nonetheless
The pastor asked us to surrender to the Lord if we wanted to.
I don’t think I’d ever run into a commitment like that. To surrender myself like that, I couldn’t. It’s not that I’m afraid of commitment or God, but I just feel perfectly fine the way I live now. I don’t need to reconcile for what I’ve done, when people far out there have done worse under the Lord’s eye.
I do not need a new set of friends, when I have ones who never dragged me down and did substances. I do not need to change my friends and who they are if they’re fine as they are. I do not need a higher power, who I am dubious to begin with, to tell me the lifestyle I choose to live, is a “corrupted” one.
I’m fine with my choices.
I feel like like the definition of a rebel. Thought I’d share this info though.
Fuuuuwwwwwkkkaaaaa! And I need to sleep. I’m so tired -_-
And this gif is here to be entertaining.
So I haven’t thrown something original in a while and I felt I should reintroduce myself, as what I’ve been known for the past years, a nerd/gamer, to all of you. Just a short post anyways.
My name is Daniel Heo WILLIAMS. Not Bruce Lee or William Hung, or David Li, just Daniel Williams. Where did I get Williams? I’m half Korean and Half Black (with a dash of Indian). To start off, I’m pretty much a
hardcore gamer (I still game seriously but not as much), which all started at the age of 4-5; I received an N64. I think it’s also worth noting I actually won a few hundred dollars here and there for my addiction, going to tournaments and all, to further add to my list of achievements LOL. I’m actually one of the best Super Smash Bros Brawl Player on Oahu, but I don’t think people take that seriously either lol.
Anyways moving on, I was really hooked to games back then. Around the same year I got my N64, I had to get glasses as well. The 1st games I ever beat were Super Mario 64, Zelda, and Star Fox 64. By the time I left Germany (Military kid), I had a choke load of games already down my list crossed out. I was always the kid to beat a game first out of all my friends as a little kid. It wasn’t a wonder how round I got though.
I’m wiling to bet I own more games than at least 10 of your friends, I’M PRACTICALLY SURE OF IT. I was MAD spoiled back in the day (but then again, I was ggetting awesome grades LOL), and got games whenever I could, plus family from all over the world helps.
My N64 games alone reach around the +50 mark.
My Gamecube games are around +35
My DS games reach around +20
My GBA games= +35
My GB+GBC= +40
I was major spoiled, but later on I actually made a lot of money back just by learning to hack systems and doing it for other people and selling “games” (I actually had bootlegged copies of games and sold them to people who asked)
Anyways, yeah. :D