Speak like you have a college degree, but sing like you have no tomorrow
I admire people who aspire after creative outlets and show it. Either it be playing guitar, singing, mixing, drawing, writing, whatever. Anything to show you’re passionate about something, especially in expressing themselves. That’s super dope, no joke. Especially if it’s evident that they work hard and are intelligent and tedious with their art. Respects.
Everybody gets anxious, that’s a given. My anthropology test was today. I spent almost one entire night to studying though, until 3 AM to wake up at 5 AM to study again. When I first saw the test preparation worksheet that was given to us, I had a HUGE boulder drop inside my stomach. I already began to feel anxious and nervous already; the sheet had almost NO key terms I could identify correctly or at all w/o help from my unorganized notes or the group members that was assigned around me. So it’s no wonder when the day of the test comes, I’m starting to get anxious again.
30 minutes before the tests starts and I’m panicking already. I don’t know why the level of stress got to me on this test so much. I guess it’s because it was worth about 33% of my grade, which weighed so heavily on me. Anyways, I was practically hyperventilating during the last 10 mins, no joke. I’m chewing my gum fast and everything is just so fast paced I feel like I can’t even keep up. When the test started, I’m literally shaking in my seat and I actually even missed the entire bubble I tried to fill in on the 1st question. So fail. But I began to calm down during the test when I realized all the things I reviewed actually were on the test. I think I actually got a A/B :D I’m sort of relieved but I’m still not EXACTLY sure what I have >< But I did rather well fro all that major cramming. But this was probably the 1st time I had such a anxiety attack to that proportion. Note to self: Never procrastinate on studying ever again. EVER.
I just thought I’d post this because this is a blogging site and I need to blog more occasionally. Anyways, this is a really messy entry huh? Eh. Good thing I have no classes tmrw and I can relax x.x TGIF