Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can! Again, as quickly as you can but don’t advance until you’ve done each of them …. really. Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss something)
THINK of a number from 1 to 10
MULTIPLY that number by 9
If the number is a 2-digit number, ADD the digits together
Now SUBTRACT 5
DETERMINE which letter in the alphabet corresponds to the number you ended up with (example: 1=a, 2=b, 3=c,etc.)
THINK of a country that starts with that letter
REMEMBER the last letter of the name of that country
THINK of the name of an animal that starts with that letter
REMEMBER the last letter in the name of that animal
THINK of the name of a fruit that starts with that letter
Are you thinking of a Kangaroo in Denmark eating an Orange?
Isn’t that FREAKY!! If not for you, you’re among the 2% of the population whose minds are different enough to think of something else. However, 98% of people will answer with kangaroos in Denmark eating oranges when given this exercise. Reblog if your mind has been blown.
but I’m still afraid of the dream I had. Lame huh? Anyways all I remember was the end. I was rubbing/scratching something in grey and the Star of David (idk exactly if it was, but I do know it was a star) appeared then a really demonic like eye appeared and the feeling was so overwhelming (not the good kind either). It’s hard to describe the feeling because I barely remember it. That’s it though, but I woke up feeling scared shitless. I never woke up like that before and it felt so real. The next day, at Jessica’s bday (which really made my day. One of the best days in a while), we were talking about ghosts and stuff. It made me really paranoid after that. Not a superstitious one, but I hope it’s not a sign of anything >.< Okay I’m done now lol
what it feels like to be in those misunderstood shoes. Switch sides, and you’re finally able to see what it’s really like. We’re too quick to judge, too quick to paste a headline on unread articles, and it funny really, how moment can swap perspectives so fast; set a bad impression and we’d be so quick to believe the negatives that overshadow all the positives that took years to develop. And we’d dig our nails into it to find more reason to delve into negative feelings. Idk if I can keep doing that. But from past exp., I learned my lesson now. That’s that. Never again will I cross that bridge. Never have I been more ashamed in my whole life, and I’ll say, I needed it. I realized though, there is always more than just the person you saw within the moment. And even if I get mad at what happens, involved or not, affecting me or not, I’ll accept what happens. I can’t always dwell on how emotions were dealt during that time and I need to move on, keep on pushing. As long as you know their true intentions and where their heart lies within the future, I won’t abandon that friendship/relationship and I’ll let your trust reside within me. I can’t run from my past now and I hope I won’t even encounter myself doing what I’ve done.I’m really starting to ramble now and I think I kind of strayed from the topic, turning more into a self vent thing. I’m grateful for the CoS, but I most likely may be one of those ppl that change, those ppl that you “hate”. I see things and disagree most of the times from what I see, being the “rebel” in a way. I hate that I feel like I know this, but I pray you’d still be by my side and accept me regardless. Sorry.
And to all of you who are getting one, you probably were just significant enough this year or mean a lot to me. Either way. But If I’m most likely seeing you again in college, you’re yb was good enough to suffice LOL. But you’re not gonna get one on grad day most likley, because it should be heartfelt and I will see you later on most likely during the summer. It should be a gift of remembrance, not a eventful present (even though it’s a graduation “gift” lol).
if there is a person who knows me more than I know myself. I think I’m a pretty analytical person when it comes to observation (Not saying I really am though and not saying I know everything), but sometimes when I’m reading deep into the situation or the ppl I’m associated with, do they do the same? Do they always think I’m the person I’m associating as or are they aware of how two faced I could be? Just food for thought.
but I have that typical dream of living lavish. To have something I can brag about to others but make my friends and peer proud of. I feel like I gotta have it or else I’ll never live through the proper happiness I deserve. Sounds selfish and lame I know, but can you blame me? Just my thoughts on tumblr
When people ask “Are you okay?”. It’s become a daily basis of asking that question. Days are getting so thin and strikes me hard. So I shrug it off and say “I slept late, I’m tired”, and it stops there, when really my insecurities are eating me alive. I don’t like how people worry about me, almost like a consistency. I mean, I’m grateful that my friends take the time and notice, I am. I just can’t handle the fact that the complexion of my face is one of unhappiness. Ironically, ever since CoS started, I’ve been pretty good at hiding it. It’s actually helped me, and for a moment, I feel happy someone listens and I felt I really touched bases within issues I needed to, and myself. The sad thing is, idk what it is that’s been bugging me. I have the mindset of a drama queen, while everybody probably has it way worse. Sorry
i'm hoping everything is okay. i'm hoping that i wont regret. i'm hoping that everything is true. i'm hoping nothing will fade away. i'm hoping it is all real. i'm hoping everything will work out. i'm hoping that i will be happy.
16487.) I can't figure out who I am. I've been trying to find myself for such a long time because I spent 8 years of my life trying to fit in. now I can't find myself and I'm always worried that I will never find the person I was to begin with.